Matt777. You keep me right on track! I am working on your sitch but am only on thread 3! you motivate me to post post post! thanks for the feed back on being sad. you are right I can be sad just can not show him! I need to act as if! I kind of only said see you when you get home to sound "sweet" in front of OW kid! Hopefully it gets back to OW. Not healthy but I felt like it was kind of like letting him eat the food dog licked! inside it made me happy! I will stop though I need to just be me! I will post daily to let you know how my goals are and reactions I am getting. I think my anger and resentment could prevent me from seeing good or bad!
