I agree with Zephyr Ralphy. Please do what's right for you moving forward and for your family.
If I can offer one bit of advice, that I always use with big decisions (and emails that may or may not have been written during a time of emotion) is to sit on it for 48 hours. Take the weekend and really sit on it. If you wake up Monday morning and feel like it's the right way to go - go get it. Maybe add in a D with Taco Bell into your decisions too.
We're the same age and there's still a lot of living left to do. How you decide to do it is entirely up to you. You've got a D2 that needs a strong dad either way.
Please do stay on this board. Keep using the DB methods to take care of yourself, improve yourself and let us in on the process. You never know who is watching and who you're inspiring.
Have a peaceful weekend man, you're in our thoughts.
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