Vanilla Fudged 19

[Vanilla]

All clear on the nasty squiggly front, such a relief. I can consider naughties again some day. Lesson learned though, scared me witless.

The GUM clinic is free of charge, I personally think all GUM clinics should be free of charge wherever they are in the world. And anon, I think the UK NHS got this one right. It was far from the most wonderful experience of my life although the staff made me feel like it was all in a day's work. Sympathy but efficient, if it needs to be done, go do it, nothing to fear or to be ashamed of. I only had to attend once. Peeing into a cup isn't easy either. It also helped that some results were given quickly although others had to be processed. I was warned that the HIV test isn't definitive for two months but I said I haven't had unprotected sex for 9 months and they said no need to test again then. In fact I haven't had sex at all for 9 months, protected or otherwise.

Still got a boil on the nethers though, it's just a plain boil.

Time to move on, thank you for caring Joe, RD, PP, Gan, Fogg, U,Toots and Jim.

I decided to switch to vegetables in my eat glow nourish campaign, that boil needs to go and fast. just ordinary poison and ordinary cleansing. Went to the market and bought a mountain of veg, chopped, washed, cleaned and froze. Fridge is full of vegetables and fruit. I also have to eat 6 eggs a day.

Vegetables are completely free on my new regime I can eat as many as I like as long as they are in minimum of oil, small restriction on avocados and potatoes and bananas are counted. Stage 2 tomorrow, giving up wheat.

I dread the giving up cheeeeeese and wine phases.

Can I say that today I feel free of WH seductive charms, the spell is broken. I walk lighter and yet I thought to myself, if I am clear that proves WH wasn't cheating and it's ok to think of OWs as POWs only. Actually because I had to take all this seriously then that's what caused the release. I have never cheated on any R ever, imagine the horror of an STD from an OP. Fidelity looks like the strongest and best choice from where I sit.

I am going to gym tomorrow.

Also another bizarre twist today, had the pest control in for the mice in the attic. I don't have mice, I have wasps, three wasp nests, one huge nest the size of a bowling ball and two small ones the size of grapefruit. The wasps were eating the wood in the attic to make their nests and that was the noise. Wasps are easier to eliminate than mice and cheaper. The big house is quiet tonight, very quiet apart from V singing a happy tune.

I am looking forward to a new day dawning.

V