Summer of Growth and Acceptance - Part 2

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Thanks, Zephyr!! I was pretty proud.


Interesting morning. I went about my normal routine of bootcamp, walking dog and breakfast. H did not get up until close to 8am. I was already set up outside on patio to work for the day. H said good morning, made his breakfast and came outside to eat and chat with me. Not just a little, a lot. I thought he was done talking a few times and turned back to computer and he kept talking. Not anything of real substance, but more about his trip, the yard, has upcoming work stuff, my parents and brothers upcoming visit, etc. Still made eye contact and even laughed a few times. Before he went on work trip he was literally tantruming, not saying good morning, would eat breakfast away from me, and not speaking. Not sure who has come back in alien's body, but saw bits of my old H or at least the person I was starting to connect with before discoverying A. I played it very non-chalant, but tried to maintain eye contact and smile. I also gave lots of affirmations and graditude for the flowers we have in backyard. He planted them last year and they are beautiful. Not sure how long this version will visit, but I hope for a bit.

Still sounds like he plans to avoid my family when they are here. He has dropped them as abruptly as me. I assume that is normal with MLC and or waywardness. The only other thing that happened this morning is a car drove around slowly past house twice and came to stop for second as checking to see who was home. I could not see inside well enough to make out gender or anything. We live on short/quiet street, so it just seemed odd. Briefly wondered if it was OW. Not sure why I thought that.