I'm trying everything I can at this point. I'm not sure why I was doing so well for about a month, and now I just have driven myself down this "pitiful me" road and I can't turn around.
My W and I are still getting along fairly well. She greets me with a nice hug and smile when I see her. I was in such a good mood for the longest time. Now, it's just absolute agony. I think its most likely the not knowing, and the impatience of waiting for her to say something related to the R - anything would be fine at this point, but the not knowing is killing me.
She's much better at DB-ing than me. Short, brief, succinct texts (only in reply to something I send related to D2 or something important, I don't send just friendly hello texts). She's got the detachment down to a science. When we are together in person, she's friendly.
