So hard to not text her and ask how w is feeling. It is killing me to know she is sick.
Previously I prided myself on my care giving abilities. Especially when she got sick. I went into care giver mode. Now, there is nothing I can do for her.
Why on earth would she choose to live like this? The AP doesn't live in town and can't assist her.
W gave up safety, security, love, her intact family, and a full time partner in life. All for another person who is married with a Family and doesn't believe in committed relationships. WTF.
