Today I saw my father in law, and he told me that I was lost and that if I was off today from work that I should pass by to have dinner,, I really dont want to that cuz I feel like thats a step backwards, and I don't want to risk seen her getting ready to go out.. I feel bad cuz her family adopted me pretty much as a son, and I did the same, but they wont understand how much it hurts me to see her and how confused I get. I really dont want to reject his offer but I dont want my feelings to keep getting hurt.
