Those are Heavy ' s words. Can't take credit there...but I can use them.
Had a good rehearsal. I think I've been so drained from working all day and then 3 hours of singing musical theater after that 4 days a week for the last 6 weeks. It's certainly been GAL full throttle. Just wish I was enjoying it more. My energy level is so drained that the whole show has been a constant struggle.
After the show closes in two weeks, it'll be interesting how my mind responds, and how well I can find some new things to do. I want to avoid going to the bar and drinking.I need to be careful there. I need to find something else to do.
Thank you ALL for your support today. I appreciate the help during my meltdown. Each of you should know that your words helped me through. Go to bed tonight with a good feeling that you really did help someone in need today, despite your own issues right now. I think I tend to lose sight of the fact that you're all going through this too...
