Thank you Fogg and cristy for your responses... and I know you are both right. She has just been trying to move the D so fast, and that keeps me on edge and prone to panic mode mistakes.
I did much better today.
I stopped by after work to pick up my two younger girls (and a bonus, my niece! Her sister's daughter had stayed there last night and wanted to tag along. We have always been close). W was not there. I did notice the D paperwork on the counter.
The girls and I had a good couple of hours together. I had fun and was so so so happy to be with them.
W was home when I dropped them off. We had a pretty good hour or so conversation. Didn't discuss "us" at all. She is really stressed over her new job, I just focused on listening and being supportive. I did engage in some conversation from my end, about my work and church, but definitely stayed away from any talk that might be considered "pressure". She had mentioned going to church with a friend and I encouraged her to do that. I maybe stayed just a little longer than I should have because I just enjoy being near her and the conversation seemed to be going well.
Two small, tiny steps toward some of my goals. 1. We had a good conversation. 2. She didn't mention anything about D!
Had a good convo with my pastor when I got home. Just keeping the faith and keeping on the right path.
