Well...first night without the kids. Wife keeping them overnight at her new house.

The kids asked me to bring a couple of things over to them, and ww asked for the air mattress pump.

Went over and saw the place. Its small but there is enough room. I saw a couple of things there that im pretty sure dont belong to her or her roommate. There was some fitness stuff like a chinup bar and curl bar. It kinda bothered me but I know I am overanalyzing.

When I left....i cried in the car. The kids were excited as they should be but It just felt all wrong....my ww avoided me while the kids showed me around. All she could manage was a "have a good night" as i walked out the door.

I smiled and said thanks you too.

I got back and the house feels so empty. Making myself dinner and ginna watch some tv.

Kids called to say goodnight....they were crying. They will be fine. I just dont know if I will

Jeff


T14 M5
SD15,D8,S6,D3
"Not Happy" 12/11/14
EA discovered 2/11/15
MC started 2/17/15
MC "put on hold" 4/3/15
W IC started 4/5/15
PA admitted 5/7/15
WW moves out 5/8/15
WW gets her own place 7/15/15