not going to lie I will enjoy the company but Im afraid that Im just expecting the wrong type of company.!
Understandable, we all want that moment to happen where they wake up and make a commitment to come back into the M. Just from personal experience it never happens when you expect it, only later down the road when you don't(from reading success stories). Its better to detach from that outcome and keep moving forward to avoid the pain and suffering waiting for it to come creates.
You don't have to give up hope it will happen, just don't try and create the circumstances that might lead to it because it wont work.
Accept what is, let go of what was, and have faith in what will be