Hi Raliced, I'm not surprised that you feel so emotional. And I agree that there may be some misplaced grief. I have found myself feeling angry at my H sometimes for things that have little to do with him.

I'm also thinking a lot about releasing anger, emotion and working toward forgiveness at the moment. I worry that I internalise things and it isn't good for me.

Hopefully you can accept the feelings and give yourself some time to grieve. It sounds as though you are doing pretty well considering.

I'll keep my fingers crossed for you on the job front.

Take care xx

T 13 M 7
Me 48 H 46
SS 15
BD 7.14 PA
D final 5.16 (H filed)

We receive & we lose, and must try to achieve gratitude & embrace with whole hearts whatever of life that remains after the losses - Dubus