Thanks 25years I have and I am going to set aside some $.
I think you are correct about the jealous because we had so much fun and guess what, we are going back again maybe two more times. Its refreshing to be away from H. He is a dark cloud looming over my head when he is around and I want to be out from beneath it.
I am getting more independent and stronger every day and as you can tell I come here but not as often as I am getting to a good place in my life without H. I want him to figure this out for himself and I don't want him around if he is going to be all depressed and gloom and doom it brought me down and being away for 9 days really showed me that.
Thank you so much for your great advise as always.
