2 good days in a row! I *think* he is trying. He is out of town now for a few days so I can breathe a sigh of relief and hopefully he will still be trying when he gets back. Going to spend the weekend enjoying my kids and friends and my parents are coming in for a visit. I met with an IC this morning and she said I am doing really well and that I need to speak up more in MC.
Also I started a 180 for myself, I figured if I am making all these changes for H I might as well do one for me. I am always stressed out because I can't keep up with cleaning my kitchen- its always a mess and I am embarrassed when people come over. H doesn't care at all about that, but I do, so I started keeping up with it better. A little hard now that the kids are home for the summer, so I have them and their friends making messes all day, but it is looking better and I feel good about it.
