Hello again. Just to hopefully close today off XW replies...

Hi HP, I am OK. Thank you for asking.
Sorry to have bothered you.

Again with the bothering me.

Thing is... it would be nice to talk with her. I would like to tell her that it was no bother and yes I would like to speak with her about being a family again. I want to be a family if it can work and be wonderful.

Still, I know better to jump at things like her email or to let her affect me even this much. I know that her last temper tantrum email and the "sorry to have bothered you" is designed to make me feel like reaching out to her. To feel sorry for her.

So, if you're new at this... listen to vets... decrease contact with WAS... NO R TALKS... move forward bravely. It gets better.

A few months ago, a day like today would have been devastating. Now it is a groan... some pacing... and finally a shrug.

I have made bad mistakes and had my XW cursing screaming at me. I still get to the day where the XW reconsiders a little and says so. Maybe it gets better.

Even if it doesn't... I keep going.

Onward.

Last edited by HPoirot; 07/16/15 02:24 AM.
Me: 44
W: 45
S: 11
Married: 15
Together: 18
BD: 9/29/2014
OM discovered: 10/16/2014
I left her behind: 12/14/2014