In which I'm feeling lost, but will perservere (2)

[Elly4]

So, I'm starting full time work in the fall, but mostly it starts in August. Filling out all the stupid paperwork and one of the sheets is for direct deposit. I ask my H tonight whether I should have it put in our joint account or my personal. He says my personal.

Obviously I am not detached enough as this hit me hard in the stomach. I figured he'd say joint and I would talk about how much would be reasonable to transfer to my personal each pay period. I had hoped that maybe he wasn't leaving in September, but now I'm back to feeling like maybe he is.