Reality is my middle name

[123Gwen]

Thanks Livenow for dropping by. Yes this has been a setback but I wifi get through it. In some ways I feel so much more accepting of this situation because it was a freak accident and nothing I could do to change anything at all. At BD al, I could feel was sadness and bewilderment. I kept thinking I should have known better. This has been easier and I know it will be okay in time.

Your uplifting post to your thread was a ray of sunlight. I can myself detaching but I just wish I'd quit grieving for a man who does not seem to have any empathy for me or our children. No contact makes me feel like he has moved on and I need to get with the program.

Of course sitting around all day with a bum arm is not good for the thoughts. I will need to get things moving.