Rainy day today. Gloomy with a calm breeze. These are my favorite kind of days. I don't like the heat of summer. I'd rather sit by an open window with a book, listening to the sound of pouring rain.
I get S back today. His mom took him on a little vacation to see his aunt and uncle (she asked my permission). Last time I saw her, I expressed that I was concerned that he didn't want to spend time with me. He cries when I take him away from his mother, he cries for her when he's "in trouble", and he doesn't even run to me when I pick him up from daycare anymore. She says its just normal behavior, and for the most part I think she's right, but I'm sure she would be singing a different tune if he was pulling away from her.
Just sad today. Lonely. Wishing my kiddo was here. Wishing I wasn't stuck.
Sometimes the blues are just a passing bird.
Me 23, Her 21 1S 2 M <1yr, T 7 WAW: She moved out 11/15/2014 She started D process 1/29/15
