TLEE86 Part IV

[TLEE86]

Hi Z. Thanks for checking up on me. Things have been ok lately. I am just getting ready to take Command of an Infantry Company this coming Friday. So...translated for all my civilian friends on here..It just means I'll be in charge of 150 Infantryman and we'll get to kick some ass! Ha. So its been busy lately.

Besides that, Day 4 of NC with WW since she wrote that stuff to me. Im not sure how I feel. It comes and goes and last night I broke down but I am ok this morning.Works been keeping me busy.

She did post something strange on her online blog, not Facebook...obviously directed at me.

"I hope you are doing well. I miss (watching) modern family in bed and Alaska and snow and Costco lunch trips and good friends 😕."

I don't know if this is a ploy to get me to reconsider the finances that I cut her off with or...idk. Im guessing this is just how she feels right now, this morning. The last time we texted was on Saturday, when I cut her off and she threatened and basically told me were getting a D. She hasn't called a lawyer- to my knowledge- and I just saw this weird post. Makes me wonder...makes me want to be like...I miss that too...everything...and want to reach out to her..But I wont. Im trying to move on. Trying to see what else is out there. Do I really want to? No, not at all. Im convinced I will never get over her.

But if she misses those things that much, she knows where to find me. Until then, I have to stay the course. She chose this path...let her figure it out, let this other guy and her work through there (hopefully millions) of issues and hopefully see that this guy is just garbage and took advantage of her while she was at a weak point.

Reaching out to her right now, is just too soon. There is nothing to say. i don't want to start the nice cycle again. I want to continue NC until she decides to turn things around or...D, hopefully not but i dont know.

Oh hey, HP is back! With some good news!