Ok-sorry for the frequent posts but H just texted me to see if I want us to go away with kids this weekend for my birthday???
Said "sure" but keeping expectations at a solid 0. H said he wanted to go away for 4th and then backpeddled out of it.
Funny thing is: I was so nervous about going away for the 4th. The logistics scared me. How would we be in such close quarters? The silence of the car ride.
This time I really don't care if he backs out of it. And I am not nervous about the logistics. I am so used to his weird fidgety ways now. And I am so comfortable in the silences.
Let's see if he panics...
Me 41, H 47, M 15 yrs, S11, S13 BD 1: 11/4/14 we work on it; really I pretzel myself BD 2: 3/31/15 H goes down to "dorm room" 8/15: H back to MBR 10/15: H back in dorm room 1/18: H files, now divorced