I am a newcomer myself. I have been through alot of the same issues with my ww in the past, (depression, health, weight, video games).
I just want to tell you that you are not alone. The feelings you are having are hard to deal with. I miss my wife, my best friend and partner everyday and hate that she feels for another man the way she used to feel about me.
I was also very anti social during the majority of my marriage while my wife not so much. ( understatement)
I have also turned it all over to God and continue praying for my wife's salvation.
You have mine and everyones support here.
I will pray on your situation and for you and your wife
Hang in there
T14 M5 SD15,D8,S6,D3 "Not Happy" 12/11/14 EA discovered 2/11/15 MC started 2/17/15 MC "put on hold" 4/3/15 W IC started 4/5/15 PA admitted 5/7/15 WW moves out 5/8/15 WW gets her own place 7/15/15