Today I am reflecting on my short but very hard journey because today we would celebrate our 26th wedding anniversary.

I cried this morning driving to work but when reflecting on how far I have come in so little time, I feel proud & happy inside.

I remember how lost, crushed, sad, pushy, mean, controlling I was at the very beginning, I am so proud of myself I could scream.

I have let go of so many things it actually makes me feel relieved & happy inside.

Don't get me wrong, I still have a long way to go but today being our wedding anniversary, I feel very proud of all the things I have accomplished.

Today, I know will be a good day after all smile