That I keep trying to understand all of her intentions and reasons for every text, every emotion and all the invitations, her coldness and her anger like Im in a place that I know I shouldn't be, like fogg said, but its just hard to stop. I want to find sense in all of this.
Have you read the thread about wayward wives?
It is not about what you feel should work in your M. It is about doing the work that gets the right results. Do what works!