Thank you Fogg yeah Im going to focus on this, I think If I work on one thing at a time Ill have better control of my emotions, I think so far Ive gotten more control over the urge of texting her, I still get that urge but I don't act on it. next thing its mind reading, Im going to focus on that cuz I know that it wont help at all like u said and in reality it will be impossible to ever know what's going on in her mind. I just wish that shell break one day and tell me she misses me. but I know its not going to happen, IT would be nice, but thats not going to come out of her mouth.!