Mighty- glad to hear you are doing well. All that inner dialogue sounds so familiar. Have you been eavesdropping? You keep trying to rationalize what can never be rationalized. Giving too much worth to a person that does not value other people in the same way. The more time passes the more I see that the man I married does not walk this earth. For whatever reason he has ceased to exist.
You are an amazing and precious person. Your kids see this. Your friends and family do too. Surround yourself with only these folks and just let the past be the past. Hang in there mighty.
M:25 years at BD w/ 2 daughters BD: 5/14 Separated 6/14 - H moved cross country w/OW D Final 9/17
“I can be changed by what happens to me. But I refuse to be reduced by it.” ― Maya Angelou
