That I keep trying to understand all of her intentions and reasons for every text, every emotion and all the invitations, her coldness and her anger like Im in a place that I know I shouldn't be, like fogg said, but its just hard to stop. I want to find sense in all of this. today she texted me to see if was picking the baby up so she could sleep over at my place but she knows that I'm work.. like what was the point, I know its not for me to figure it out but it drives me crazy. like with her its up and downs of emotions that I will never understand, she invites me to places and treats me nice I leave and texts are cold and then since she is always inviting me to do things idk if I should reciprocate but then I don't want her to think that I'm still pursuing her and also I don't want to get rejected. so thats where Im at. But I wont invite her any where, or text her or nothing, Ill just let her keep texting me with nonsense stuff.
