After everything that has happened and she has all but thrown the kitchen sink at me - it is very very hard for me to act as if. I guess with a little more effort I can do it but criminey this is tough.
I used to be a person who had confidence and abilities and was sure of myself. This whole situation has rocked me to my core and I am just now slowly building myself up a little.
One text from her blows my mind and sends me back to square 1. grrrrrr!!!
