seperated 4 months, its now 9 months, oh and om

[help67]

Hi v,

Hope your day was better today.

I read a lot about abuse, and have finally realized I was none to nice a lot of the time to my waw, it took me a while to fully understand. I have apologized to her, but not nearly good enough or the right way. I have come to terms with what I did, realize I am solely responsible, and am going to do everything I can to change, and make amends to my w. My question to you then is now a good time to really apologize the right way.
I have done a lot of good things these 9 months, but realize a lot of what I did was to try to get my w to take notice, and so I am learning. I want to do the right thing regardless of what happens to us.