Thank you for all of the healing posts. RD you are just my hero, who knows Liam may just have had his day as my hero Irish pin up. I did think about not mentioning this latest issue but decided that it was important for me to be open, although I am a little embarrassed. After the 'you are unattractive' rant last year and WH drunkeness I have not been carnal and as time went by I felt less like any connection let alone an intimate one. I really don't know my exposure, but doc says go get it checked then I can't ignore it.
I confess to tears today, sad bitter and burning tears. Then I read all your posts and I felt so supported that I decided to go take action.
I did go to the clinic, the pee test and swab were both clear (instant result). They will ring me by Friday morning on the blood test for HIV and syphilis. Unlikely to be bacterial (so many Antib re my teeth) and HIV is unlikely. So I think it is going to be a clean sweep. It's not been nice to do this and it is good to know. I was at risk with the fishwife on the scene.
I said the drama was over but it keeps coming back to haunt me. I am glad I didn't sit on this!
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Last edited by Vanilla; 07/14/1511:52 PM.
Freedom is just another word for nothing left to loose. V 64, WAW
