At what point do you just give up and realize maybe I really wasn't making her happy. She told me today about mutual friends that thought I didn't treat her very well and talked down to her. I called up these friends and they said that Yes they felt I could have treated her better and that I did speak down to her.
I know I did have a problem with this the last few years. And I could make up excuses but I'm not going to. Ultimately it was my decision on how I treated her.
She has guys that she's dating that treat her very good. Of coarse who doesn't when you first start dating and you don't have to deal with the pressures of kids and finances. Maybe she is better off without me and maybe I would be better of with someone else. I don't want a divorce but I just don't see any thing fixing our broken past.
BD Oct 2014 S Dec 2014 D filed Feb 20, 2015 D on hold as money ran out for attorneys and the marital home's future is up in the air
