I walked in from vacation - after being in the car mostly traffic for 8.5 hours with 3 kids and a dog- and I am having a panic attack having to interact with H. He is acting normal, not like a husband, but like a casual friend. Of course I expected that but every time my heart breaks. I've been home 20 minutes and I am running out to drink wine with a friend. I need to calm down so I don't react emotionally. How am I going to get over this? How can I stop feeling heartbroken? OK, running out now to catch up with my friend while H catches up with the kids.
