Sorry you have been having a hard week. I am so sorry your H has not come to his senses. Sounds like he is living in fear versus walking toward it. I guess we all have a little bit of that going on.
Try to fit in some time for GAL right now. This is when you need it most, but hardest time to motivate. I have been having down week too.
BW
Me: 42 H: 40 M: 12 H moved out - 8/2015 I filed - 8/2015