Thanks everyone - Zephyr - I don't really STILL feel like that. There's time when I have moments, but they are fleeting.
I realized those were things I need to continue to work on and get past for me. That way whether ww (which I don't know is possible due to her needing to work through things and what I know I deserve) or anybody else, I will be in a good place.
M-33 W-33 S-11, S-8 M-11, T-14 BD - 12/26, Divorce Filing and admits to affair (her) 4/18 I moved out 5/23