Also just to get this emotion out of my head, after sleeping on it I truly believe I'm more hurt by the fact that she couldn't be honest to me in person about this than I am about the actual filing.
It's not a shock to me that she filed. She stated this intention long ago, has moved out, and I have had no reason to think this wasn't coming. It does however bother me that she can't own up to her decisions to me face to face.
Knowing she's filed still stings a bit, but changes nothing for my M/R right this moment and doesn't change my continued path of GAL, detach, becoming the best me. I know there is still nothing but time.
Me:36 W:30 M:2.75 T:7 BD: 4/2015 ILYBNILWY: 5/2015 W Moved Out: 5/2015 W filed for D: 7/2015