Thank you to my posse of peeps for stopping by (Bea, Joe, Wonka (it is actually not Marvel related), Cali, BF (you've got this BF:), and GG (I love Aussie accents). I love hearing from you all. Makes me feel less weird. Although, weird can be good, Bea. Remember that! I discovered Gary Poppins popcorn and let me tell you that quirky brand names and jalapeno/cheddar popcorn are a delightful combo.
I do appreciate everyone sharing their feelings on Rs. It really is beneficial to know I am not alone in my thinking. BF, I do also sometimes feel the tiniest bit of envy (turning me slightly green but not Kermit the Frog green), and I just know that I'm not. that. person. just. not. And that's okay. I think some people have a difficult time dealing with the pain so they mosey on to the next person. Not passing judgement, however, it is just an observation.
Brother and nieces visited this weekend. Quiz time! How many people does it take to install a light fixture? Apparently, 5 and 4 trips to Walmart. Zing. I appreciate their help. They are coming back to help with a couple of projects. We had fun!
X Mr. GB is leaving for vacay today (buh-bye). His mother said she hopes he gets a sunburn. Booya!! We don't mess around with our humor. I kid. His mother loves him dearly and is understandably hurt by his actions towards her. Me and the hobgoblins leave for vacay on Friday with his parents. Hopefully, we won't be on "Dateline" or a Lifetime movie in the making.
I'm going to sound insane for a moment. Good googly...I just love the dudes. I'm doing fairly well with the avoiding the hot stoves for me...However, some days I get a bit antsy. It helps and hurts to have a gaggle of guy friends. Sometimes it is a catch 22. I am going to regret typing this I bet, but some days I think I am the shizzle. I haven't felt like this in years. Long ago, I had an audition to be a "girl" on a once very popular game show. I don't look the way I did then, but some days I feel like I have so much swag. Why???? I'm 42 year old divorcee with a 3 section tummy and lots of baggage. However, my confidence is through the roof. Am I hexing myself?
Anyone else feel super kicky? Am I just crazy? Delusional? Hormonal? I don't want to sound arrogant (why would I be???I couldn't even keep a booty call with a playa) because I have quite the list of flaws although I feel okay with all of it. And I still have some caca to work through. Do I have false bravado? Is this faking it until you make it? I don't want to be that desperate, pathetic woman dressing in clothes from "Justice". (Relax, everyone. I don't do that.)
I don't think I have ever felt this way before.I'm sure it is fleeting.... I can't explain it. Argh!! Maybe it is good?
Love to you all. XO
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3 kids BD 12/15/13 (IDKIILY. ) Rope dropped Cirque du Soleil style D final 9-9-14 "Some people are born on 3rd base and go through life thinking they hit a triple." Barry Switzer
