Thanks Pigpen. I'm trying... healing seems to really be a struggle.
Jury is out on the job, Heavy. This isn't going to be my lifelong job. It's just going to fill my time and pay the bills. I wish I had passion for something again. I may have been unlucky in love for stretches or unlucky with my job at times. But never has everything come together in such a negative way. Right now, I'm just feeling defeated.
But thank you all for your thoughts and prayers.
Me: 46 Her: 41 M: 5.5 yrs / S: 20, 18 3/26 W and I meet OW BD: 5/2/2015, she takes off ring W goes to stay with OW 6/26 NC: 9/5 Both moved out: 10/16 I take off my ring and feel... healed: 10/19
