Thanks for stopping by. Yes, I have a hard time being patient. I know I have to back off and just let it be. We have a MC scheduled for this Thursday and I will bring up some of my insecurities. I do feel like I'm running out of time. Plan is that he is moving Sept. 1st. That's in less than 7 weeks. He just informed me that he is leaving Monday morning to stay with his best friend in the city he is moving to and not coming back until Thursday. Uggghh! Basically I will get one or two texts a day and if I'm lucky a phone call at night (after midnight) if he has time.
Sometimes I feel that I'm the only one that is working to save this marriage. Will I ever be a priority in his life? I need to give my head a shake and not let my emotions be so affected by what he says (or doesn't say) and what he does.
If he really leaves in September I will have no choice but to detach. It is a two hour drive that I can't afford to do too often and neither can he.
Di-mond in the rough M-45 H-38 My children S-25 D-23 T 5 M 4 H left April Fools Day 2015
