You may want to pass on that job as an advocate for the mentally ill.
In my experience, people create default behaviors for good reasons. Uncover the reason and you are on your way to changing the default. Or, maybe the default just needs a small adjustment.
Tad, consider looking up information on Aspergers. Something is going on... Depression, anxiety, ASD?? And, I don't believe this is a simple matter of you pushing through. Whether you choose to explore the possibility of something deeper, that's up to you. But, a little support in the right area could make all the difference.
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