Things are starting to get a little strange in my world as of lately.
Over the last few weeks, my WW, kids and myself have hung out here and there. My kids are excited and my daughter just loves saying "Family time" when we are all together. Yesterday, we took the kids to see The Minions movie. My son sat to the left of me, the WW to the right of me and my daughter on the other side of her. Often through the movie, the WW would lean towards me putting her head on my shoulder and what not. No big deal, whatever.
On our drive home she broached the subject of our marriage and how it was HER fault it failed! What you have to understand with her is that she would NEVER admit fault for anything, it was just how she was wired. But she was adamant that the failure was hers and hers alone. Totally caught me off guard. We got to her place, I gave my kids a hug and kiss, looked at my WW and said "Come over here and give your sweaty husband a hug (it was 90+ degree's out)." Which she giggled and did.
Who knows what the future will bring I guess. I do love her, I do miss her, but I just am not sure if reconciling would be something I could handle. Any thoughts?
Me: 38 W: 32 S10 D6 T: 10 (02/2004) M: 7 (12/2007) Separation 02/2015 OM confirmed 01/2015, D mentioned 12/2014 D finalized 9/2016
