Some days I can't imagine myself in another R and I don't mean that in a defeatist way. It's just difficult for me to imagine. Does anyone else ever feel that way?
Oh yes, and the longer I am on my own the less I want anyone coming too close!! And that is a bit weird, but if I am happy what is wrong with weird?
This was me, and I'm finding it hard to let go of the alone stuff for the bf. While I want him around its a I was really used to being my own boss and just me to consider.
M 46 h54 Both married before T 11y Bd 2/14 I must see where ow leads! Ms 18 hs 26
