Summer of Growth and Acceptance

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Finally, time to relax. Up until H going a bit cray cray over TM, it was actually a good, but tiring weekend. Trying to prepare for my family's visit, so created a long list of projects on top of general house up keep, walking dog, errands, etc, so plenty to keep me busy. On top of that, I went to jewelry making class! had very little time to think about H, which was nice. It is so calm and tension free when he is not here. I don't have to wonder if he is going to come home at 3am and wake me up or fret if he does not come home at all. Not to mention, I am so beyond sick of the silent treatment.

When we actually did speak via phone earlier in the week, only because he called demanding to know what was up with details family visit, he made a interesting comment. I had said worse case scenario he could always stay in room with me for one night. He said that was not too appealing since we can't even talk with each other. I just ignored it, but wanted to say I was more than happy to start talking again. He is just mad because I am calling him on his A bs and that is why I am getting silent treatment.

What did I get done this weekend? Lots of work on gardening, planting flowers, putting mulch down, pulling weeds, treating patio furniture, touch up painting on walls, and about twenty other things.

Lots coming up this week. More home projects, two happy hours, and bootcamp. Time to hit the hay!