seperated 4 months, its now 9 months, oh and om

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Its hard to figure out, but I think my w is a WAS because of how unhappy she was, and I made every mistake in the pursuing book for 9 months. Maybe her dating this guy is a way for her to send me a message, maybe she is just having fun, who knows. I do think, however, our m is over and I need to let that go. I will not give up on us, I want us to start over. I will put the focus on me now.