Life as a new LBS

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I want more then anything to stay married to her. I want my life to go back to the way it was. I am having such a difficult time getting past what she did. There is still the strong possibility that she is having an affair. She is giving no answers or insight. I am really just in limbo.

She is sending me mixed signals. She continues to move stuff out of the house, bring me stuff she accidentally took, and asks to take more stuff. On the other hand, she is going on dates with me, initiating physical contact, and telling me she loves me. My thoughts are a mess. I think we can all say that we have had moments of weakness and didn't follow the DB rules at one time or another. I am definitely guilty of that. Today, marks one month since she moved out.

I am ending the dating now. I have cut off contact for the time being. I don't like being manipulated, which I feel like a puppet right now in some unknown game.