Help and support appreciated

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Talked to W on the phone for an hour.
Made her laugh, made her cry, made her giggle, and we talked the most comfortably I have with her in 2 months. Subjects were varied... Like when you are on a long car trip, she was driving, I talked to her the whole way like I always used to...then stop and she would call me back when she got in and we kept talking as she drove.

I started gushing...saying things I love about her, apologizing for things that I did that did nothing but making things worse.
She praised and acknowledged how hard it is to work every day, and do everything else we needed to do, and not really have or spend any time individually any more.
She remarked we Haven't been out to dinner as a whole family of 7 but a handful of times since babies were born. Takes two five passenger vehicles, and vacations are expensive.