hold on! - 11

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Yeah - I was going to fix that fine choice of words before sending, but nah.

Funny thing, I was actually talking about my own red-eyed anger now. I don't show it to her, but I am really having an issue with her being in the same vicinity as me. I am super cool by my self and with the kids all day long, super cool in the evening through night, it's the 45 minutes that I see her on most days that brings this on - (I know detachment). I think she knows this/senses this, but we both know that this is my issue, not hers.

She has not spewed since the weekend - Started by being overly nice, trying to bond with the kids a little (but they don't seem to want to give her much time - and she gives up easily) (by the way, this is my fault too)

Thanks for hanging in there with me Cali