Indeed it's a hard time, had a good cry last night. But also had my three boys right beside me, checking on me time to time, telling me that they will do their best so my life will be happy again.
Sometimes a bad thing happen to just uncover a lot of good ones.
I promise to talk about H until sunday, friends are checking on me and asking questions, family...
After sunday I will start avoiding talking about him with anyone, the only place I will vent will be here, because you guys understand what it means when you are not quite yet ready to end you M.
I will move forward, things got to this point were we now are basically divorced, so not much left. But since he is a mess, I will probably move to the MLC crisis.
There were times when I tough that MLC was just an excuse to be irresponsible and crazy, but seeing my H behaving so upside down, I started thinking that this stuff is for real.
There is no explanation for what happen yesterday, as well as a lot of his behavior during the last year. I am actually concerned about him. All this crying is not normal and I think that things will get much worse before they get better.
I am very sad today and I know H is not my business, but I am sad not because of myself or the D, what makes very sad is to see what he is doing, how he does not care and is destroying himself and everything he built up till now.
Well, did not cry today, and will try to make the best of the weekend.
