seperated 4 months, its now 9 months, oh and om

[help67]

Your right about thinking about ww too much and not me, but I am doing some good things. We were together so long, I have so much I never dealt with, and have lived in fear so long that it will take time. I still need her to some degree, but I know there is something inside of me that just wants her and so I dont want to give up. I need to find me, not need her anymore, and time will tell the rest.
So how do I best do this is where I am at, how to just work on me, but not give up on us.