This week was a little better. I had contact with my H once this week and that was thru email regarding our D.
I joined a gym. Start working out in the morning. Hopefully that will help to relieve some stress.
I really don't have plans for this weekend except going to the movies with a girlfriend to go see Magic Mike 2. I know I will enjoy myself even if its for a couple of hours.
I keep praying for God to help heal our hearts and our marriage.
I had my therapist and my friends ask my why I loved my H and I honestly couldn't answer that with the exception of our D. But last night when I was thinking about it, all these reasons came rushing to me, so I immediately typed them up for me and my therapist. And while I was doing it, I felt like I was falling in love with him again. And the things that I listed, I miss so much. Maybe one day I will experience those things again.
