Help and support appreciated

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I have no proof of it. She has never given me any reason to not trust and believe her.i was blinded by my hurt, rejection, my justification, self pity.

I know she is hurting more than I can ever truly understand.

She has told me shen pressured before she moved out that they were just friends, she needed someone to talk to about this that was not me.

She has said he is not in her life, and when i asked how he was doing one day when i was feeling hurt and defensive, which is totally wrong on my part, that it made her feel like I didnt think she loved me anymore.