Wow, thanks everyone for being here. I've missed you all. I'm going to be ok, I'm sure of that. It just seems so hard sometimes. D15 started kick boxing classes. Her mom was busy taking her yoga class the night of her 2nd class so I took her instead. She was nervous as she is the youngest in an adult class. She gave me all these rules as she is afraid of "being judged". She did great! She held her own with the adults. After, she told me how glad she was that I was there. She said I encouraged her but she never felt I was judging her. She was more relaxed and happy then I've seen her in a long time. This is why I HAVE to keep working. She and her sister need me. I think she feels that her mom is "judging" her because she doesn't have any interest in what D15 is doing or feeling. Like every 15 year old she wants her parents to care although she would never admit she does!

Oh, well it's late once again and I have to get some rest. Thanks again everyone for stopping in and your kind, encouraging words!